Heavy oak door looms. Breathless, I halt. My frail frame dwarfs against this 16th-century convent. Suitcase heavy with my shattered life. No more student failures. No more demons. Hand trembles on the latch. Knock hard. Seconds drag. Face peers through rusty slot. ‘Mlle Marchand, nurse position.’ Door creaks open. Centuries shift. Follow the cold nun through endless corridors. Mother Superior’s voice: polite steel. Interview probes deep. My passion convinces. Trial three months. Accepted. Haven from men. Faith heals my frustrations.
Twenty-three. Nurse school grad. Slim, muscled from dance. 1m70. Heavy tits betray my age. Past haunts: hazing finger tease. Wet instantly. Abandoned. Benoit’s hands on my lace, then girlfriend interrupts. Humiliated. Fernand’s limp deflowering. Doubts fester. Self-touch only. Now, convent refuge.
The Mutation: Dropping the Mask
First day: medical wing. Simple tasks. Fitted for habits. Strip. Chest strains fabric. Tight undies. No civilian clothes. Meet roomies: Mathilde, Jeanne, Marion. Sweet Marion, 18, fragile orphan. Prayers in chapel. Brother Jean eyes my bust. Heat ignored.
Summer 2003 scorches. Sleepless. Sneak to basement showers. Murmurs. Spy through window. Sisters Yvonne and Anne. Nude tangle. Tongue dives into wet slit. Finger probes ass. Fisting. Candle lubed. Double penetration. They grind. Orgasms rip. I finger myself. Drip down thigh. Marion’s ass haunts.
Next day: note. Assist Pere Guy in men’s wing. Peek through keyhole. Monks drunk. Chain-fucked. Ass to ass. Cum sprays. Bestial. Crude. Enter room. Scrubs on. Breasts bulge. Hands brush. Tension builds.
Pere Guy assigns me personal assistant. Move to brothers’ building with Marion. Confess shower scene. She blushes. Knows it. Virgin. Kiss her lips. Temptation simmers.
The Exploit: Claiming My Power
Week later. Post-op. Alone. He enters. Sign register. Breath on neck. Hands grip shoulders. Kiss. Cock hard against me. Lead to table. Scalpel slices scrubs. Panties cut. Shaved smooth. Tongue devours clit. Fingers invade. Tits freed. Sucked hard.
His massive cock. Balls huge. Tit-fuck. Cum blasts chin. Suck him deep. Gags me. Doggy. Fingers stretch. Retractor opens pussy. Metal rod lubes ass. Double stuffed. I explode.
He reclaims mouth. Floods me. Power surges. I own this. Not victim. Heroine unleashed. Shower cleanse. Mother Superior spies. Rage brews. My secret fuels strength.
Back to duties. Mask on. Stronger. Nights pulse with memory. Control mine. Pulsations throb. No more frustrations. Convent my arena. Desires dominate.